  Tuesday, August 11, 2009, 4:33 PM
knp hdp ni pmpn slalu di perslhkn??
padahal laki2 pon slh jgk tpy kite ttp maafkn drg.. npe drg mcm susa nk maafkn kite?? padahal keslh yg kite uat tu tk sbsh mane..tpy drg yg nk bsr2 kn... haix... ku tk tawu ape ku nk uat... sabar lagy??? tdi pagy ku da ngala.. tkkn skrg pon nk ngala jgk... ku da mintk maaf dgn die,tpy mcm bagy die tu susa sgt nk maafkn.. haix.. sbb kn ku tk angkat col die,sume jdi mcm ni.. bab kn perkare kecik jek.. ku tgh mkn tym lunch pat kola.. sambil2 tok2 wip my fwen.. but ku tk perasan my hp was actrually ringing.. wen i notice it,it was already 4 ms col receive.. but wen i try to calm hym down,he jus lyk ignoring me... haix.. how sad i am,.. does he noe???i dun tink so... all he noe is to merajok2...n merajok all dae long.. bab kn perkare kecik jek pon nk mcm ni... haix... i really dun noe wat to do now.. i tink im not gd faw hym.. i jus don deserve hym... i canttake hys heart again.. i juz ntg to hym... if he really dub 1 me...he can jus say it straight.. not hurting me lyk dis... hos painful n miserable my life is now.. wip alot of test,exam.. now hym,, haix.... im strugglling to all dis,, i hope im strong to povercome all dis challenges.. hopefully.. amin... 2mrw e.i test again.. n i cant reall focus on it wif my pob not settle.. i can just run away frm it..., haix../ pls help me.... i nid someone to understd me... |
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